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JOE
Joe
impatiently sat on the tarmac in the hot aircraft at the
airport. He reflected on the vagaries of life. Hed
been on his way to see Chelsea play, got tickets in a private
box with some pretty respectable businessmen hed been
angling to get close to for some time and theyd pulled
him out. Sent him to Holland Park. Hed had to sidestep
the tabloid boys whod been dogging the place for a
couple of days. It was still a big story for them.. Millionaire
husband and father -in- law murdered by the wife. Plain,
meek as a mouse wife, who disappeared right after. The papers
were full of the handgun in the freezer with her prints
on it. No one seemed to have noticed the gun wasnt
the weapon of use. Then there was the big house in Hook
Heath, both of the men worth millions . Shed not see
any of that if caught and convicted. Of course there was
speculation that shed already collected the money.
Hed
visited the apartment. Found it had been ransacked. Everywhere
he looked he could see heavy handed stupidity. The local
force no doubt. He cursed Jim, who normally covered Europe
and had connections in Costa Brava. He was off sick. Joe
could speak a little Spanish, Joe could go. Joes Spanish
amounted to ordering a cafe con leche por favor,
but that didnt seem to matter to Bryan. Bryan wanted
the matter sorted and Joe got results. Joe was senior to
Jim and he had a track record for finding people. Joe hated
his job and he knew Bryan knew that. That is why Bryan kept
offering more money. Joe had a conscience and a seriously
old fashioned notion of keeping ones word. Something
Bryan would have great difficulty with. Bryan was confident
that Joe would find her and bring her back to face justice.
It seemed everyone and his dog was sure shed topped
her husband and his Dad and Bryan wasnt going to disabuse
them.
There was one snag, as far as Joe was concerned. He knew
very little about this woman. One photograph, nothing recent.
She didnt seem to have any bad habits, no sign of
any hobbies. Did she travel light? Or did she take as much
as she could? He had someone working on her bank details.
She owed nothing. No riches, no debts.
There were a lot of unanswered questions. He instinctively
knew she hadnt rubbed her old man out. It was a classic
contract killing. The tabloids were just trying to tart
it all up to sell papers. Runaway housewife was better story
for them. Particularly with that psychic woman claiming
shed seen it all beforehand and warned the wrong party.
The Mirror had gone to town on her. Served her right for
going public with it. Still, hed made a mental note
to talk to her first chance he got.
The thing was, was it just luck she wasnt with her
husband when he was rubbed out? Bryan told him she was supposed
to have been with her husband according to his diary.(conveniently
filched by an enterprising copper whod needed a bit
of cash for his hoiday.). Lunch with him and her father-in-law
at his Hook Heath house. Yet this time, this very particular
time, shed gone to Gatwick and flown to Spain using
her maiden name. Had they had a row? Something planned?
The psychic woman said that they had a row about a tree,
but hed not seen one in the apartment. Had she known
that her husband was about to get hit? Had the contractor
made contact? Done a little side deal perhaps? That kind
of thing happened if the money wasnt big enough.
There were a lot of angles to explore. Spain was a very
big country. Hed need a month, or a lot of luck.
It wasnt so bad. Spain agreed with him. Just wish
hed seen the match, thats all. Lucky shot in
the first half apparently and an own goal in the second
at that. Nothing worse than an own goal.
We have clearance for take-off...at last", the
Pilot told them, unable to disguise the frustration in his
voice. Were third in line, so we will be on
our way in a few minutes.
Joe settled into his seat. Outside the plane it began to
rain. Probably rain for the next four months. Hed
try to spin this one out. Spain wasnt such a bad deal
after all.
Strangers
on a Train
She stood in a basin of pine
needles steeped in hot water, there was some other extremely
pungent oils in there as well and she stared down at her swollen
feet. Shed never really been overtly enthused by her
feet, her big toes were too large, her little toes awkward,
all were now scarred, swollen and blistered. Her feet ached,
she was in genuine agony and not just her feet, her limbs
all the way to her thighs. She stared at her bruised naked
body in the broken wall mirror and was not impressed. Her
knees had scabs, her veins stood raised, she had black-blue
welts all over her and stabbing pains whichever way she moved.
At night it was torture when the cramps came. During the first
attack she had screamed out in agony and Frannie, whose house
it was, had burst into the room with a large stick expecting
intruders, but she had soon understood the situation and was
yelling at her to pull up your toes, pull up your toes.
Incredibly this had worked. Now she knew to drink plenty of
fluids and work her toes at the slightest sign of cramp and
never to stretch. Stretching would just start it all over
again.
She felt utterly foolish standing in this small room, her
feet firmly planted in the white tin basin. She bent down
and added more hot water from the steaming jug, so that it
came right up to her calves. She added aniseed as well, inhaling
the eye-watering fumes. None of this might do anything for
her feet, but by god she could breathe now.
Flamenco might be in her heart, but her feet were literally
dying from it. The constant pressure, the incessant thumping
of her shoes against the wooden floors of the rehearsal studio.
Shed learned to hate Senorita Garcia, the dance instructor,
who barked at them relentlessly. Everyone seemed to have compacion
except her. Deportment was apparently everything, but if you
are crippled, it was nigh on impossible to stand, never mind
think about deportment and be constantly criticisedwhere
is the passion in your eyes, your eyes are dead. Senorita
Garcia hated Jan, almost as much as Jan hated the leather
shoes she had bought that crushed her toes. She wasnt
built for this kind of mediaeval torture.
Three weeks now and it wasnt getting any better. Shed
bought costumes, two pairs of the shoes she hated, sweated
so much shed lost 25 pounds since shed arrived
and shed met Frannie. Frannie and Anthea to be exact.
Shed met Anthea on the AVE express train from Madrid.
Shed been astonished by the train, so fast and clean,
it was better than flying and it was so efficient. They had
told her that if the train was more than three minutes late
she could have her money back. This kind of business approach
would bankrupt English railroad companies in a week. Better
yet, her train arrived a minute early.
Anthea was having trouble with her food on the train, understanding
what it was she wanted. She knew she didnt want the
local practically raw and leathery ham. Jan ordered her something
more suitable, but it was disappointing and the service in
the on-board restaurant car bordering on utter indifference.
It was quite a contrast to the rest of the train. Still it
gave her an opportunity to find out why this American woman
was travelling alone.
Anthea quickly corrected her. Im Canadian, from
Vancouver. She had run away from her husband to find
a new life, find some excitement. The small town of Jerez
didnt seem like a likely spot to find excitement in
Jans book, but she completely understood the need. She
appreciated the coincidence that both of them had run away
from their men and that they should meet. Of course, anywhere
was more exciting than being with someone you no longer loved.
Anthea had taken up dancing to widen her circle of friends.
Her husband, an office furniture dealer and Rotarian was not
in the least bit interested in friends outside
of business and pretty much ignored her. Anthea had met Frannie
at the Latin Festival on Victoria Island. It had been love
at first sight. My god, I didnt even know I was
gay until Frannie entered my life. Frannie had been
giving Flamenco exhibitions and tutoring at the dance school
there. She had once been Professor of Dance at a small Californian
University, but now she had moved to the epicentre of Flamenco
Jerez.
It was a bit disconcerting. Jan was not so used to strangers
blurting out their sexual preferences but Anthea seemed oblivious
to any sense of decorum, besides, she liked to shock. Her
friends in Vancouver had been discouraging. Of course they
were all straight and they were worried she had gone off the
rails, what with how sudden it all had been. Her husband had
been disgusted and couldnt have agreed a divorce fast
enough. Hed tried a few tricks to avoid paying out,
but in the end she got the house, his BMW and all her teeth
done, so she didnt feel so bad. Shed rented the
house out to a gay couple working on the Smallville
TV series. Anthea was forty, two metres tall and in a certain
light, Jan discovered, looked disconcertingly like the movie
star Matt Damon.
Jan told her practically nothing about herself, but Anthea
just assumed that since they both love dFlamenco they would
be friends in Jerez. She was sure Jan would love Frannie (hands
off shes mine) and she was just sure Jan would
be a wonderful dancer.
Jan looked at her feet again, something in the pit of her
stomach told her that the chances of her becoming a wonderful
dancer were so remote it was laughable. Senorita Garcia had
made it plain. You start at the age of six. If you are
lucky by the time you are twenty you will understand and by
thirty you will master it. Runaway housewives would
be forever clumsy amateurs, cattle fodder for dancing instructors
to abuse and heckle, but dancers? Real Flamenco dancers, never!
She almost, but not quite, hated taking their money.
When the Madrid train arrived at Jerez station Jan had been
delighted to see the wonderful blue and white ceramic tiling
that covered all the walls. She knew at once she would love
this place. When Anthea had run the length of the platform
into the sturdy arms of Frannie, Jan had been completely astonished.
Frannie was a thickset, white haired but bonny woman of sixty
or more, solid, with a very North American ass, as wide as
Texas, clad in very tight purple lycra. Jan had been expecting
something else perhaps, nor had she been prepared for Frannies
high squeaky little girl voice or her tiny, childish laugh.
Clearly, trapped in this big woman was an easily amused young
girl who was as astonished as Jan to find herself loved and
adored again. Jan quickly sussed that she was grabbing it
and luxuriating in it whilst it lasted.
The annoying voice aside, Jan came to realise that Frannie
was very level-headed, practical and mature, infinitely patient
and a quite utterly stubborn human being.
Jan had moved to a cheap hotel at first and hated it. Frannie
and Anthea had disappeared for a week of constant passion,
so she didnt see them until the end of her second week.
Frannie had been so concerned at Jans sudden loss of
weight and the condition of her feet that she insisted upon
renting one of her rooms to her for a very reasonable £250
a month. It came with a tiny kitchenette come shower room,
so you can wash your body and dishes at the same time
Frannie joked.
From her room she could hear Anthea and Frannie argue. They
did this a lot. Anthea had discovered that a Jerez
is very small and that b Frannie took
Flamenco very seriously and c liked her wine at
night, as well as a good cigar. Anthea, who grew bored very
quickly anyway, didnt drink and true to her Vancouverite
roots, loathed smoking with a passion. Shed sit and
fume in the courtyard when Frannie lit up, then go up and
switch electric fans on everywhere to clear the air. Speaking
no Spanish she felt she could not go out and mingle and so
felt quite cut off from the rest of the town.
Jan sat down on her bed, took her feet out of the water and
placed them against the cold white-washed wall to cool them.
Her legs needed waxing she noted, her knees boasted new purple
veins and her calves throbbed from the heat of the water.
Somewhere in the house someone was playing classical guitar.
She looked to her right and her eyes fastened upon the bougainvillea
in the courtyard. She loved the plant and its tenacity. She
wanted to have a home just like this and all kinds, not just
purple, but orange and pink.
The house was in the barrio, up a narrow passage away from
the police station. Once the very poor of Jerez had lived
here, many crowded into these homes on rents fixed so low
that landlords could not afford to do them up and almost all
fell into utter disrepair. Now, people like Frannie were moving
in, fixing up, restoring and the neighbourhood was looking
up. Outside they looked like nothing much, but inside they
were huge. Frannies dwelling centred around two courtyards.
The upstairs front of the house being the living quarters
for Frannie and Anthea, the downstairs guests and rooms to
rent. There were more rooms along the sides yet to be restored
and further along, another courtyard where Frannies
studio opened out onto the stone yard. It was a former machine
shop with a cold concrete floor. It still needed work but
it would do. The neighbours, an architect from Chile, were
busy demolishing theirs, proposing to erect a huge family
home on the lot. They had three sons, but she had not seen
the wife as of yet.
Jan adored the quiet calm of the inner courtyards and reflected
that this was what was missing from English homes. She loved
the warmth and the shade of the mimosa tree, but she hated
beyond reason the deafening roar of the motor scooters that
constantly drove up and down the narrow streets, most of them
seemingly without silencers. No one seemed to notice or care
if they revved up outside windows in an alley at three in
the morning or shouted out to their friends. She had quickly
discovered that no one in Spain ever seemed to go to bed and
they thought nothing of going to dinner at midnight. She found
it impossible to adjust.
Jan? Anthea was calling. Were eating
tapas, join us.
Jan shouted a quick give me five minutes, and
sighed. She wasnt as enamoured with tapas as she had
thought shed be, although she quite liked the little
crispy pancakes she had tried with tiny shrimps inside them.
She found it hard to cope with the tiny amounts of coffee
they served and was annoyed at the inflexibility of the cafes
when she wanted, but couldnt get, her usual latte in
the afternoon. Worst of all was discovering there was a TV
channel entirely devoted to Tarot readings. She had at first
been fascinated, then appalled. All part of the Spanish experience
she told herself, but a 24 hour Tarot channel seemed unnecessarily
excessive and of limited value to anyone whose fortune it
wasnt.
She swung her feet off the bed and placed them on the straw
matting. She could just about bear to walk to the courtyard.
Jan? You alright dear? Frannie was calling.
Coming, Jan answered, pulling on a pretty pink
cotton blouse. She could just about bear to wear a cream pleated
skirt shed found in Zara. (She was having to buy for
a thinner woman now). To hell with what her legs looked like
she told herself. She took a deep breath and went out into
the courtyard for lunch.
Ah, here you are. How are your feet honey? Didnt
I tell you low backs, short sturdy heels. If you want to tap
you got to wear what they wear.
Jan looked at Frannie and drew breath for her, she knew there
would be more advice.
Of course, they work you hard like this, shakes out
the chaff, most women quit after two weeks and the way they
see it, youve paid for a month, the more who quit the
less they have to do.
Im not going to quit, Jan replied quietly,
but with more force than shed intended. "Of course
I might die before I quit, but I wont quit voluntarily.
Anthea arrived the light of Frannies life. Jan
noticed the womans ugly feet on the stone stairs, the
elongated big toes, the hard split skin. She was sweating,
walking down the stairs wrapped in a cerise sarong. God
its hot, the air doesnt fucking move here. How
can they stand it?
Frannie beamed it seemed to Jan that every word uttered
by Anthea was gilded with pearlescence. Thats
why they use fans dearest.
Anthea pulled a face, ignored the delicate fan that lay on
her chair and went over to the electric fan shed bought
the day before. She stood before it opening her sarong to
get the best of the air and both Jan and Frannie got an eye-stinging
blast of Opium, Antheas scent of choice.
Jan muffled a laugh as Frannie did her best to rise above
this breach of decorum. Frannie was not fond of scents, certainly
did not like the electric fan and was possibly wondering who
this display of Antheas sweaty torso was for. Jan picked
up on the fans topic to distract.
They do seem obsessed with the fan here. Senora keeps
going on about making the fan talk. We had a whole
day on it on Tuesday.
Frannie turned to her, pursing her lips. Jan knew that fans
were a major issue with her too.
The fan is the most useful device in the dancers repertory.
It is the other character, its a sword, a cloak, a dagger,
your confessor, your friend, it reveals so much, yet conceals
the truth, it is articulate, its never decorative, its...
Not used as it was intended, Anthea chipped in.
Id just like it to make me cool.
Anthea joined them, taking up her fan and pointing it very
delicately at Frannies nose.
You know a lot about fans, Frannie. She laughed,
suddenly opening her fan and blinking innocently behind it
like a little girl.
Jan smiled, but Frannie did not like to be mocked. One
never admits that one needs to be cooled my dear,
it is an admission that you sweat and women do not sweat.
Jan sat down beside Frannie. Dont stir, Anthea,
Frannie knows more about fans than anyone else in all of Spain,
you wont win. She turned towards the breeze flowing
from the electric fan.
That was a nice idea, it keeps the flies away too.
You see, all it takes it a little American ingenuity.
You would think everyone would have air conditioning.
Frannie looked at Anthea and shook her head. Electricity
costs more here and what would you have everyone do, live
indoors like they do in Texas. I love the warmth of the courtyards,
I love it that no one has air-conditioning. The Spanish are
more in touch with life than we are.
Anthea lay back in her chair and crossed her legs. So
you say honey, but the fan stays on.
Frannie turned to Jan to avoid saying more on this subject.
Some wine Jan? Its a chablis, Im afraid
someone drank the rioja.
Hey, it was in the fridge, I was thirsty. I thought
it was cranberry.
Frannie gave Anthea another look, but Anthea ignored
it. Besides they were still in love, neither one
of them was going to let the other spoil it.
My muscles ache, Jan declared. I thought
Id feel more accustomed to it by now. We must do hours
of bloody taps. Sometimes I feel like a machine gun. The noise
in the studio is horrendous. The senoras voice is like
sharp steel, it could shatter glass.
Shes hard, Frannie agreed, fixing Jan with
a hard stare, but shes either going to make you,
or cripple you, Jan. Shes the best. People come down
from Sevilla to observe her techniques.
Jan wasnt so sure, but she did think that perhaps people
came down from Sevilla to watch her pupils die.
Frannie reached for the English newspaper lying on the sofa.
Jan could see part of a headline:
Double Gangland Killing in Lotusland Wife Disappears.
Anthea followed Jans eyes.
Now theyre shooting at each other on English golf
courses. She laughed. Bet that shocked their little
asses. Didnt you tell me England was so dull?
Jan reached for the paper just as Anthea shifted in her seat
and spilled her wine. Oh shit. Instinctively she
grabbed the newspaper to mop up the wine, only belatedly catching
Jans expression of annoyance. "Shit, sorry honey,
but its old, three weeks old. Ill get you a new
paper tomorrow.
Jan just sighed. It doesnt matter. Probably a
drug deal gone wrong. Happens all the time now.
Frannie poured Anthea another glass of wine. Youre
lucky you cant read the Spanish papers Jan. The things
that go on here. Theres a crimewave. Spains got
a real problem.
Looks pretty calm to me."
Well appearances can be deceptive. A man was murdered
last week in the next street.
Jan found it hard to believe, but made a mental note to keep
her eyes open next time she was wandering around. Assuming
she ever had the energy to wander anywhere.
Anthea raised her glass and slugged half its contents in one
go. Its always the same in these little places.
Everything looks cute, but when you look close, its
seething with tension. Dont read the papers Jan, youll
feel a whole lot happier.
The town is corrupt, Frannie acknowledged. The
amount of people I had to pay off to get a permit to do the
tiniest things here. Everyone has got their hand out. You
have to pay or theyll stop you. Its so blatant.
Well I love it here, it looks so peaceful to me.
Frannie nodded. "I love it too Jan dear, but there is
a price for everything.
Anthea held her wine glass out for more. Its so
tiny. I already walked everywhere. Say Jan did you see the
dancing horses yet? I really want to go to Avda to see them.
What is it called Frannie?
The Royal Andalucian School of Equestrian Art. The best
time to go is when they rehearse. The actual show is on Thursdays
we could all go.
Jan wasnt so sure. I was never one for circuses.
Frannie passed her a plate of gambas al pil pil. Its
world famous yknow. They have a three-day international
eventing thing here every year. People come from all over.
The King, everyone. Its so precise, so elegant.
Jan shook her head. Im sure they are cruel to
them. Have you seen any happy animals here? People just dont
seem to love their pets.
Anthea laughed. Dont even go there honey. It just
sickens me. I want to adopt everything and ship them home,
poor things. Hows the prawns?
Very garlicky.
Weve got arroz con pollo to follow, Frannie
announced.
Something with chicken? Jan surmised, wishing
her Spanish was better.
Frannie got up out of her chair to fetch it. Rice with
chicken, prawn and peas. Marina came by and prepared it,
Frannie confessed. We have pescardo con lima rebozadas
as well.
Jan didnt ask. She was getting used to the Spanish food,
but found it quite indigestible half the time, no matter how
tasty it was. All that oil.
Are you coming to Stephanos party? Anthea
asked.
Jan shook her head. I just cant move.
Anthea pulled a face. Too bad. Its going to be
good. The Flamenco school from Sevilla is visiting and Leon
will also be there. Frannie says you like him.
Jan sighed. She had seen him dancing the week before and he
was gorgeous but arrogant and shed have enough of arrogant
men. I just love the way he moves. He looks so sensitive.
Anthea smirked. Leon had his pick of the women and Jan, she
sensed, would not be the type of women hed choose. Shame
youll miss him.
Frannie returned laden with food. Jan reflected there was
enough to feed around six hungry people. Frannie would plough
through it all, then leave a morsel on her plate declaring
I just eat like a bird these days.
Did I tell you that Goya painted the street behind us?
Frannie announced suddenly. There was a whorehouse there.
Jan shook her head and tried some of the limed fish. Really?
Anthea laughed. "I bet he did more than paint the whores.
Jan sipped her wine. I suppose the whores were more
entertaining. It would make a change from all those aristocratic
bores he painted.
Frannie snatched a look at Jan You know something about
Goya?
I studied Spanish culture for one semester. I thought
I might want to teach out here. Jan shrugged. It
was just a whim. One module when I couldnt make up my
mind. Velasquez, was a court sycophant. Goya is more interesting
because he rebelled and went into exile and eventually faced
up to the truth. He went deaf, he had visions. He painted
his nightmares.
Frannie nibbled on some fish, looking at Jan with more interest
than before. You know, Im kind of in exile too.
Of course I choose to be here, but he was in Bordeaux living
with the enemy, trying to survive. I kind of know how he must
have felt.
Anthea looked at Frannie with uncertainty, but something in
her voice didnt invite comment.
Hows the fish? Frannie asked.
Excellent, Jan acknowledged.
You must learn how to do this. Ill have Marina
teach you.
Jan smiled, it seemed the right thing to do. She didnt
notice Anthea looking at her with sudden loathing.
They fell into silence as they ate. Jan could hear a dog howling
somewhere. She would have loved to have gone for a walk after
tapas, but she knew shed collapse back onto her single
bed. It was stupid to put herself through this, but she wasnt
going to quit; she was absolutely not ready to quit.
Chapter
Three Continued here
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